When I feel bad no one's ever around

willing to listen if you need to talk <3

I appreciate. This breackdown started with me finding out I made less money this mounth then I have to, I really strugling with mental health (bipolar) and working a "real" job is not an option now. I was so happy I could pay for rent, meds and stuff with my work as an artist, but I really fear that it was a temporary luck and it will end sooner then I have the strenght to find a job. I'm not good at social media, I may be not the best artist but I'm trying to improve... and at the end of the day I hate everything I do. I already lost to many friends because they got tired of me being a crybaby, I'm afraid to tell my bros that I feel like I need to end this all. So my friends are around only when I'm happy. Not often. Sorry for my english, it's the second language...

i totally get that !! i can't work a full time job for similar reasons and struggle a lot with my part time one. from what i hear, a lot of artists have highs and lows and can struggle more than usual sometimes. are you on any different platforms, like vgen? that could potentially help. or maybe doing more cutesy ychs that might appeal to a wider audience? i think you're a very good artist !! lack of customers definitely doesn't mean lack of talent. and your friends don't sound like very nice friends, i'm really sorry, i hope you can find people who are more supportive of you! we all go through difficult times.

Sorry to bother, I was wondering do you know platforms like YCH.com or vgen? I checked out vgen and think it's a lovely platform for me to join, can't believe I never heard about it, just in case, do you know something else like this?

the only other sites i know of are deviantart and toyhou.se! but i believe you need an invite code from someone with a premium membership to join the second one.