Hi guys, everyone. I'm sure you've missed my shitpost. I hasten to inform you that I do not remember what I was doing all this time. The funny thing is, I can tell you that some person wrote to me on twitch. He was worried that I was sad because I had written something about it in the chat. We talked and I found out that he is convinced that he is the messiah and he makes burnt weapons together with a turner who served eight years in prison in order to gather fanatics around him and build a new society. I got scared when he started asking me, "Are we friends?" and I blocked it. It was my first attempt to socialize.

Sorry to hear you met a schizo on your first try, the unluckiness of that is crazy. Hope you'll meet more normal people next time

ahahaha. You know, the most amazing thing for me in this situation is that he began to trust me after six hours of dialogue (although he talked about hating people and the world, combined with a desire to be worshipped.). I somehow unconsciously realized that I shouldn't criticize his judgments. He perceived me as a "lost flame" who needed help, interpreted a good agenda like: no drugs, drunkenness, tobacco. He talked about self-development and improving society. This caused a very strong internal conflict in me, when he said that he LITERALLY considers himself an "architect of society" (a passionist like Napoleon or Caesar) just genetically.