I appreciate. This breackdown started with me finding out I made less money this mounth then I have to, I really strugling with mental health (bipolar) and working a "real" job is not an option now. I was so happy I could pay for rent, meds and stuff with my work as an artist, but I really fear that it was a temporary luck and it will end sooner then I have the strenght to find a job. I'm not good at social media, I may be not the best artist but I'm trying to improve... and at the end of the day I hate everything I do. I already lost to many friends because they got tired of me being a crybaby, I'm afraid to tell my bros that I feel like I need to end this all. So my friends are around only when I'm happy. Not often. Sorry for my english, it's the second language...
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I am sorry you are not feeling well. It is understandable, life right now is very difficult for many people. I also understand it is very difficult dealing with bipolar disorder. I'm sorry your friends are not around to support you when you need. I like your art a lot. You have a fantastic and very beautiful style. It is difficult to be able to make money with art; many people do not appreciate it or do not want to pay. Please do not dislike your art, it is very beautiful. Of course it is
i totally get that !! i can't work a full time job for similar reasons and struggle a lot with my part time one. from what i hear, a lot of artists have highs and lows and can struggle more than usual sometimes. are you on any different platforms, like vgen? that could potentially help. or maybe doing more cutesy ychs that might appeal to a wider audience? i think you're a very good artist !! lack of customers definitely doesn't mean lack of talent. and your friends don't sound like very nice friends, i'm really sorry, i hope you can find people who are more supportive of you! we all go through difficult times.